Once again I find myself unable to sit and write all that is going through this very busy mind of mine! They say that normal people have like 30,000 – 50,000 thoughts per day!  And then there’s me.  I think I have that many thoughts by 9:00am, and that’s if I sleep in till 7:00!  *laughs*  It is late, but life has been non-stop since the last time I wrote which I believe was like Sunday night or something?

Now, life will slow down a bit.  I’ve haven’t had a work day off since last Tuesday, which for me, part time, is feeling it!  I’m on vacation now, but my boss has already called me tonight.  She promises me she won’t call me on vacation, but why don’t I believe that?  And you know, she and I have become so very close I actually think I’m okay if she does call me.  But not on the beach.  I don’t do phone calls on the beach unless it’s to call Elizabeth and rub it in. (sorry Lizzie!)

It’s well after 11:00 now, and I have to get up tomorrow at 5:00am so we can be on the road to take the dogs to “camp” by 6:40am.  Yes, it takes me that long to get ready, because beauty takes time! *wink wink*  I find it hard to sleep the night before a long trip anyway. I think it’s just the nature of the beast or however that goes.

Tonight is the first night I will go without reading my Bible, which means I will have to make today’s goal up tomorrow. It shouldn’t be too hard to do tho traveling. I’ll simply read in the car.  I continue to grow so much as I continue to strive to read the Bible in 90 days, a goal I took on when I felt so out of control with so many things in my life.  Even tho it’s only been since March 21, when I began, it’s incredible how different I see things, ALREADY!  All I can say is, “I LOVE IT!”

I do have a WHOLE lot of thoughts going through my head at the moment with the whole soul mate story thing I have lived for so very long.  Something is up with this, tho I’m not sure I can explain what I mean?  Have you ever stared at pieces of a puzzle for a long time and just can’t seem to make all the pieces come together?  That’s how I’ve felt for so long, when suddenly, I’ve come across some new pieces whereas I’m going, “OMG!  I see it now!”  I don’t know whether I should laugh or cry, or do as I did for so long, QUESTION!  But you know, I am so much stronger than I have been for the past 8 years.  Perhaps I had to find that strength to really understand and see that there were some pieces missing.

I could go on about this, but won’t  tonight.  I have  to get up TOO early!  Besides, I’m heading to the beach!  Somewhere, or maybe several different beaches for all I know? After Saturday, when we spend all day in Charleston with Joel, Emma, Drew, Amy, Chad, Skylar, Bree…………Dell and I will head somewhere, wherever the wind blows…………….I’ve never been so free-spirited in my life to take off without a destination, or reservations.  And you know, I think God wants me to do it this way.  I feel the need to just go and let Him guide me every step of the way. And I wonder?  Perhaps this little get-away will teach me how to apply it to the journey of life?  Where I just sort of freely go day to day, seeing what happens next.  I am SO looking forward to what may come over the next week……..and I will take my laptop so I will share these upcoming days of me soaring on eagles wings in some sort of freedom I’ve never experienced before.

As the faith, love, and light lead me on.

Goodnight,

Sunshine

Goodnight Soul Mate:  Perhaps 2+2 does equal 4 in the end. J  The man of mystery, perhaps has encountered the woman of free-spirit and finally finding the courage to see.  Just remember this, things are not always as they seem, and love and light are free to be wherever they may be and light as time and life and journeys and stories go on.  Oh yeah!  Can it be denied?  I send you love and light………my friend.  Never more, never less……………perhaps one day you will see. Have a beautiful tomorrow. It’s so sad I will stand on the beach and now I can’t dream of you.  Perhaps I will dream of me and all that awaits me………….for I believe there is beauty on the roads up ahead.  And those angels still stand and guard the destiny.  And on the other end of that road is………………………………….Goodnight,  Love, Sunshine