Sunshine......."On The Journey of Faith, The Journal"

Welcome to my journal. The place I come each day to document and share this journey I walk. I am very open about who I am in this place. Perhaps this is the only place I can come and be me. The real me. Where I share my heart and my dreams.

I am a person that sees life a little differently than most. I am very into the love and light that Jesus blesses me with everyday. He is the number one love of my life. He is the guide on this journey I walk.

The journey isn’t always easy, for any of us. And I do share the happy, and the sad as I journal. I bravely open my heart knowing anyone could read here. But I do it with a lot of faith that I am sharing a little of heaven, touching earth.

At this time I am currently using some of my journals in a book I am writing. A documentation of a journey. Something that so very special happened to me one time. A story that continues to be written. Filled with love, and hope. A story filled with the unexplainable and yet a story that leads back to the fact that life is about SO much more than we will ever understand. A story I am living. A journey I am walking. The most important thing I have learned tho, is this story is not about that ending chapter. It’s about the chapters in between. Those chapters you will read here each day.

You see, it is my belief as we all look back over our journey of life, we will realize in the end that it wasn’t the destination that mattered, it truly was the journey along the way.

I send everyone a lot of love and light. And thanks. For reading here. For sharing the journey with me. Even if it is only reading and allowing me to share what it is I learn each day as the faith, love, and light lead me on.

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boink: boinking my way to your blog

Pika: howdy!

Realm: hi there

Korner: blog hopping

Bits & Pieces: hello, care to exchange link? if so let me know so I can add your link to my blog..tnx

Dee: Hey Sunshine, yes, I'm still lurking about. lol I'm just out making quick visits and I wanted to come by and say Howdy! Wishing you a fabulous day!

Dee: Good Morning! I hope your Wednesday is real winner! I wanted to stop by and share some love!Hope you have a dandy of a day!

lovehorses: Sunshine, sorry you are going thru this. Hugs. I hope you don't stop writing, alot of times you put into words what I can't as we seem to be in the same stages with our soulmates. Thank you!

Jane The Boss: What an awesome song. Just for us what a wonderful thing he did to bad everyone can't appreicate it huh!!! Happy Easter Day

Dee: Wishing you & your family a very Happy Easter weekend!

Chloe: Hello. Your site is such a nice place to visit. God bless you.

Dee: I'm just out spreading a bit of green cheer!

Wishing you a Happy St Patrick's Day!

Dee: 3-12-08- Just wanted to pop in and say Hello and wish you a lovely rest of the week!

BUTTERFLYS: HELLO

Dee: Well shucks, I couldn't post in your journal comment thingy and this tag board ate half my comment.So, I'll finish my previous tag with...I don't want anything to happen to you. I pray God will heal you.Please take care of yourself. My prayers & thoughts are with you.Wishing you a healing heart filled week!

Dee: Well, you've done it again. You've made a post where song lyrics popped into my head.I think these words ring true in many many situations. I hope you don't mind my posting them.Tom Petty- The Waiting"The waiting is the hardest partEvery day you see one more cardYou take it on faith, you take it to the heartThe waiting is the hardest part."You may be ought to go and get your right side checked... Sometimes a month can mean a big difference in how a health issue progresses. I don't want anythin

eric: Hi, Blog surfing, hope I find u well here !

The Boss: Don't be sad "sunshine" life is hard as we have talked may times. You are blessed with alot of people that love you. You can only do your best.

Keep on writing it is awesome.

The Boss:

The Boss: Hey Love never dies no matter how far away you are from each other. You and your soul mate will meet again

Dee: I thought I'd pop in and say Howdy!

I'm so sad to hear your bil has failed so fast. It just breaks my heart to know the pain and sadness you all are going through. My prayers and thoughts are with you, my friend! Take care and stay strong. Keep your light shining.

Dee: You are such a joy & a delight to be friends with. Thank you so much! I wanted to pop in and share some love this 1st day of February and wish you a 1000 x 1000 happinesses all through the rest of the year.

Operation: World Wide: Just journal hopping. Nice journal. Have a nice weekend and week ahead.

GK: happy new year..care to exchange link?if so let me know so I can add your link to my blog.

Sea Shell: Even the mighty Oak tree can only grow to be as big and strong as it's pot allows. If you take it from it's pot and plant it in the ground (change it's environment) only then can it continue to grow in strength and beauty. Maybe you are just "root bound".....much love always....pfy2

Kerri: Hi, I was just passing through again. I like your background - very bright :)I am so sorry for what your hubby and his family are facing right now. Being in the support role is never easy but I am sure he appreciates you.

Garf: hello...care to exchange link?

Sami: Hello! I was out bloghopping and enjoyed my visit here.

Sunshine: Awwww.....Detective Dude! thank you! I will miss the the pulling of my pigtails! You're awesome my friend! Thanks for the times we laughed! Sunshine :)

detective dude: Good luck to you and keep in touch you are a wonderful person. Take care

Holly: Hi Sunshine

I love what you've done with your journal!

Today is Monday, Nov. 5, 2007, 8:56am. I'm just dropping by to wish you a great day, and to let you know Manic Monday is up.

I'll be back to read your latest post...

Holly: Hi Sunshine!

Just popping in to wish you a great Monday.

Drop on by and check out Manic Monday - I think you'll get a laugh out of it.

Leo: Get back here, you!!!

Love ya!

Sunshine: Leo, Thank you!!!! It is you helping me to believe too. You are one of the amazing happenings that came on this journey. I will always cherish our friendship and marathon phone conversations! I love you! :)

Leo: Thank you for helping me believe. Love ya, talk soon!!!

eric: enjoy my stay here, great week ahead.

detective dude: what the heck, another busy day at the school. I will miss you folks over the summer and hope to see ya next year. If not, be careful and good luck to you.

Kerri: I was just journal surfing and thought I'd say HI.

Your Sister in the Lord: e-mail me....

Your Sister in the Lord: Wonderful, sweet, and heart-felt and Full site. thanks - you are a gift. And yes, God's love is all around us. it says in Ps. 119: The Earth is FULL of His unfailing LOVE. amen. -Sandi

detective dude: Oh my goodness another busy day at the school. go, go, go, work, work, work, man they are making me earn my money. hahaha

Avie: Hi, just hopping on by. Hope things are going well. Won't you come by for a visit.

detective dude: Oh my gosh what a busy day at the school. See you next time.

Jada : I agree with detective dude don't get discouraged about the shows. You will sell when the time is right.

Rev. Handy: Just passing by to say hello and God Bless..

katy: HULLO THERE!!^^

detective dude: I just read your monday post. Don't get to discouraged about no shows on the property. Right now is a bad time for sellers.

detective dude: hey hey hey, be there tomorrow

Joanne Troppello: Nice blog.

Amystika: Hello

Brandon Doyle: Just out blog surfing. :)

Monday, May 5th 2008

6:46 AM

Sunflower Thoughts

It’s Monday morning, I’m getting ready to work. Once again there was no inspiration to write last night. I just seem to be stuck in this place of nowhere land. Not going forward, can’t go back, I sit, stuck…………stuck.

That’s being said I sense this is going to be another “sunflower” summer. I planted my seeds a couple weeks ago. They’ve broken through the ground already, young, tender blossoms. God reminded me of that summer about 10 years ago when I think I was back then in a place I seem to be now. He’s doing something in me. Growing me? Like back then? If I recall the pain back then was great too. But once I came into full bloom I found a whole new me. I really don’t think I’ll be here in August to see the sunflowers in full bloom, or at least I hope I’m not, but in my mind’s eye I can see that these tiny little seedlings that have broken through the soil now are soon to be beautiful, beautiful full-bloomed flowers. I need to see that in me too.

I’m off now! Work! Another day on the journey. God so near, even in all the sadness I feel, but then, breaking through another layer of soil surely must be tough. It’s a struggle. But I’ll be okay! No one said growing was easy!

As the faith, love, and light lead me on.

To a beautiful day!

Sunshine

Good morning Soul Mate: I think I had a dream about you last night. No, I know I did, I just can’t make heads or tails out of it. Will meditate upon it as the day goes on. I just can’t seem to find you……..again. You found me once, can’t you come find me again? I need you. Expectations? Of course not. Just a lot of longing. I send you love and light………you will always be………..you finish that statement in your heart and soul, and you will know. I wish you a beautiful day. I love ya with all my heart! Sunshine