I know, I promised to be here yesterday morning, but a lot of stuff at the moment keeps me from writing as my heart desires to do. 

I am SOOOOOO frustrated at the moment!  Like an Oreo cookie I feel squeezed in the middle with this selling/buying thing.  On one end, the potential buyers here move like snails. Retired, they're in no hurry!  On the buying end on the other side of the mountain, are sellers who are facing a deadline having had their house sit empty for over a year, letting a relocation company manage it, now facing the expiration of their contract, so are in a HURRY to sell, which means I get a good deal! They know I want to buy their property, but can't because we have snails here!  So to speed the process up,  I drop my price here more, knowing I can get a good deal on the other end, but the buyers won't respond in a timely fashion!  I am SOOOOOOOOOOO frustrated!

Jane said this morning, "It's a good thing you are so patient!"  But then said, "No, it's a good thing you have the faith you do......"  For a split second I thought about that and simply said, 'You know, it's way too bizarre the way this is all happening, I think I'm excited to see what God surely must have in mind!"  And it's true.  This has been such an incredible journey now for almost a year with these potential buyers, I am all too aware that timing is truly playing an important part of where my journey is at the moment.  So I wait............FRUSTRATING as it seems, in my spirit, I know that there is a beautiful plan awaiting.

More later, perhaps I'll just do short stuff as the day goes on.

As the faith, love, and light lead me on.

Have a beautiful day!

~Sunshine

HABDTS:  Is it really you?  Five years later, can't you just let me know? I've waited so long for you to acknowledge here. No expectations, of course...............and then I realize you did acknowlege "here" in a way, by the CD, the music, the message, the spiritual love.  I'm so frustrated on the journey at the moment. Think I'll reach for your hand just to feel it there.  Have a beautiful 4th.  Remember the weird phone call I got 7 years ago, the day after the 4th?  Chris.  It was Chris, and thus, your name.    Gotta love the mystery!  ~just me.............

This is SUCH a special song to me.  When I first met "soul mate" and had NO clue what was happening to me, this song brought me such comfort.  Today,  as this journey of moving on to a new place seems so stuck,  I find this song to be the same comfort as I listen to it.  I still find "him" so near........sometimes, and the words keep saying "It'll be alright."  I can almost see him telling me this, "It''ll be alright." Wish I could explain why I feel him in the words........perhaps he will feel it too as I share it with him.